Shattered
This fear inside me I feel it
no more
I've learned to live with it
Since death has been my best friend
for such a long time
I shall feel safe with the only one
who keep's me together I shall fall again
I shall be what i want to be not what
you all wish me to be
it's me that you can't face now I've
led this path on my own
when I was all alone you weren't here to be with me
when I was hopelessly
frighten you weren't here to save what's left inside me
you were so busy with yourself …
since death has been my best friend
for such a long time
I shall feel safe with the only one
who keep's me together I shall fall again
When I look back at my past all I can find is ashes of you
Cause of the last few years I've burned everything
Your memories ? I've burned them all ..
And what I did now ?
I killed you and gore you I felt reassured that
you will hurt me no more
I killed you and burned your memories nothing left inside me nothing at all
I was so close this time I even had to touch it
But then some one pooled me and saved me
I could now kiss death goodbye I had to leave everything now
Cause of this person I am alive
Since death has been my best friend for such a long time
I shall be what I want to be not what you all wish me to be
You think I'm ruthless but what I did made me proud
it made me stronger I know it's wrong but it made me a
fighter for my own life
I surrendered last time we where
together but now I will fight you
I have the strength I have the power
of standing for my won believes and with all that I've got
some one who care's about me
you will droop dead this time
you'll be the one we all going to
hate
since death has been my best friend
for such a long time
Subject: Shattered .. . . by me :D 
Fri Mar 27, 2009 11:55 am
